Chapter 12

I dropped mayassa home, the whole way home i couldnt stop thinking about him ! i missed him already , i wanted to run back into his arms , i loved him so much , i opened our front door i saw 7moud waiting for me on the sofa . great !


7moud ; wain kinty ?

Me ; oboy inta ? shd5lk ?

7moud ; TKALIMI 3ADIL

Me ; asfa , knt br3 m3a mayassa wst2thnt mnk gabl la6l3 , laish ts2l ?

7moud ; laish t25rti ?

Me ; shd3wa t7geg ?

7moud ; SHOUG ! MA9A5TEHA!

Me ; "shoug ma9a5teha" matit3b int ? matimalalt ? 9arlk akthr mn sina t3amilni chthi ? dont you feel bad for treating your only sister like this ?

7moud ; your not my sister

Ouch..


7moud ; rkbi fog , mali 5lgch al7en

I went upstairs furious , i hated him ! this was all his fault! i couldnt be with Nawaf anymore cause of him ! i went into my room and slammed the door and locked it !


After 2 days


Mama ; Shoug 7bebti yalla b6li ilbab 9arlch yomain maklayti shay wla t6l3en mn'3rftch ? shfech 7bebti ?

Me ; mafeni shay , bs 5loni bro7i mabi aklm a7d

Mama ; la shoug may9er chithi , bs 3lshany , 3la ilagl ikli , ybtlch '3ada..

I opened the door and took the food then closed it again , i didnt want to see anyone , i stayed that way for a whole week , no school , no social life until i got one message ;


.. ; Shoug , wainich ? 9arli sbo3 mb chayfch ? g3d a7atech , allah e5lech 6mneni , inti b5air ?


Even though i had a new phone, i knew that number , i learnt it by heart , it was Nawaf ! why was he texting me ? and how did he know that i didnt leave my house all week ? i texted him back


Me ; Shdrak ini ma6l3t 7g sbo3 ?

Nawaf ; Shouga , min yom '39bch 7moud ttrkeni .  wna klyom ashofch wmaklmch , klmra t6l3en , ana knt mwjod ashofsh mnb3ed , wla mra trkti 3yoni , w3dch ini mb tarkch , wna lay halyom maksrt klmti , wlay a5r yom 7yati wna b7f'6 bhlw3d , shouga ana a7bch wmst7el ansach.

He's been keeping an eye on me for 1 whole year ? he's loved me all that time and never broke his promise ? he's always been around ? 


Nawaf ; Bs yom shftch ib fridays magdrt abt3d , kan lazm aklmch shoug , mgdrt abt3d 3nch wallah mgdrt! shftch btd5len film wglt ina bklmch aw 3la ilagl ashofch, bs yom sm3t 9otk mn greb wshiftk mgdrt abt3d, dam ina ftrgna bl'39b glt ntjm3 mithl maltgeyna awl mra ..