Sorry for not posting yesterday!
So i arrived home and it was about 9:30 , i was so sleepy but thank god i did not forget that he wanted me to meet him at 10 , so i went upstairs , showered and got dressed into some more casual clothing.
It was now 10:05 . Each step i took down the stairs made me feel even more nervous , i could feel my heart doing backflips , the butterflies in my stomach flying everywhere , i was extremely nervous , i walked out the door and into the garden , i told my mother that i was going to get a movie from the in-house cinema which was in the garden area , as i was walking i could see his figure , he was giving me his back , he was just standing there. i was getting closer and closer , and well he turned around and gave me a smile. i melted . why the amazing smile when im feeling so nervous Nawaf ?
Nawaf ; uhh.. halla shoug
Me; ahlayn , shlonk ?
Nawaf ; b5air il7mdla , wnti ?
Me ; 6yba allah yslmk
So we sat there literally for one hour talking about everything , i dont even think i was listening , i would just look at him , hear his voice , his laugh , look into his eyes , he was perfect to me.
Me ; um Nawaf sorry bs t25r ilwagt i think we should go back inside.
I got up and said bye , just as i was about to leave he held onto my wrist and turned me around to face him , i just stood there like an idiot not knowing what to do .
Nawaf ; uhm , sorry mb'39di , bs um , ina i wanted to tell you something important and i wasnt sure how to tell you but i think i know now.
Me ; okay then , tell me
Nawaf ; please listen till the end and dont interrupt me ok ?
Me ; yeah sure
Nawaf; Shoug , ive known you since you were 7 years old , we would play in the garden everyday , sit with eachother everyday , and we would talk constantly , you would always say you loved me , hug me and then go to sleep , until i had to move to Qatar for my dads new business , i promised you that i would never forget you and you did the same , but when he told me that we were going to move back here because my older brother was going to take care of the business in qatar , words could not explain how happy i felt , i know you may have been just a childhood friend , but i would think about you everyday , i would look at our pictures together and miss you , and when i saw you in the cinema , i was so hurt that you didnt remember me , i thought we made a promise to eachother Shoug ? but i forgave you , and then i thought that you could not possibly like me back , and when i would talk to you , you would act as if you didnt even know me , do you know how that made me feel shoug ? i felt like i was being torn in peices , slowly. And then as the months passed we started knowing eachother all over again , we would talk just like we used to , laugh just like we used to , and everytime i look into your eyes shoug , i get lost , you have no idea how i feel when im around you. im not the type to tell people how i feel but i just need to tell you Shoug...
Where is this going ?
Nawaf ; Shoug I love you..
I didnt know what to say , i felt so amazing , he actually feels the same way about me ! i cant beleive it , i just had the biggest smile on my face but i didnt want him to know so i quickly covered my mouth with my hands.
Nawaf; Shoug laish mbtsma btsma akbr mn wyhch ?
Me ; hmm ?
Nawaf ; Shoug
Me ; la um , Nawaf i um
Nawaf ; you shno ??!
Me ; Nawaf i feel the same way....
Nawaf ; shglty ?!
Me ; Nawaaaff
Nawaf ; 3younh , glbh ! tkfen allah y5lech 3edha mra thnya , bs mara
Me ; a7bk
Nawaf ; wna amoot fech !!! Shoug walla 5alateny as3d insan fil3alm kilh ! wallah mat3rfen sh3ory al7en !!
He just got up with the biggest smile on his face and stretched his arm so he could help me get up from the grass..
Me ; btnam al7en ?
Nawaf ; shlon anam wa7la mra bldnya yami wmywda yadi
Shit ! i didnt notice that i was still holding onto his hand
Me ; ohh sorry wla nsayt mknt mrkza
I moved my hand quickly and put them into my pockets cause it was getting chilly
Nawaf ; law sakit a7sanly!
Me ; nawaaaf!!
Nawaf ; ok ok sorry !
So we walked into the house laughing and talking, to notice that 7moud and my mother were sitting on the sofa with serious faces and 7moud didnt look happy or sad , he looked angry.
7moud ; Wain knto inshallah ?
So i arrived home and it was about 9:30 , i was so sleepy but thank god i did not forget that he wanted me to meet him at 10 , so i went upstairs , showered and got dressed into some more casual clothing.
It was now 10:05 . Each step i took down the stairs made me feel even more nervous , i could feel my heart doing backflips , the butterflies in my stomach flying everywhere , i was extremely nervous , i walked out the door and into the garden , i told my mother that i was going to get a movie from the in-house cinema which was in the garden area , as i was walking i could see his figure , he was giving me his back , he was just standing there. i was getting closer and closer , and well he turned around and gave me a smile. i melted . why the amazing smile when im feeling so nervous Nawaf ?
Nawaf ; uhh.. halla shoug
Me; ahlayn , shlonk ?
Nawaf ; b5air il7mdla , wnti ?
Me ; 6yba allah yslmk
So we sat there literally for one hour talking about everything , i dont even think i was listening , i would just look at him , hear his voice , his laugh , look into his eyes , he was perfect to me.
Me ; um Nawaf sorry bs t25r ilwagt i think we should go back inside.
I got up and said bye , just as i was about to leave he held onto my wrist and turned me around to face him , i just stood there like an idiot not knowing what to do .
Nawaf ; uhm , sorry mb'39di , bs um , ina i wanted to tell you something important and i wasnt sure how to tell you but i think i know now.
Me ; okay then , tell me
Nawaf ; please listen till the end and dont interrupt me ok ?
Me ; yeah sure
Nawaf; Shoug , ive known you since you were 7 years old , we would play in the garden everyday , sit with eachother everyday , and we would talk constantly , you would always say you loved me , hug me and then go to sleep , until i had to move to Qatar for my dads new business , i promised you that i would never forget you and you did the same , but when he told me that we were going to move back here because my older brother was going to take care of the business in qatar , words could not explain how happy i felt , i know you may have been just a childhood friend , but i would think about you everyday , i would look at our pictures together and miss you , and when i saw you in the cinema , i was so hurt that you didnt remember me , i thought we made a promise to eachother Shoug ? but i forgave you , and then i thought that you could not possibly like me back , and when i would talk to you , you would act as if you didnt even know me , do you know how that made me feel shoug ? i felt like i was being torn in peices , slowly. And then as the months passed we started knowing eachother all over again , we would talk just like we used to , laugh just like we used to , and everytime i look into your eyes shoug , i get lost , you have no idea how i feel when im around you. im not the type to tell people how i feel but i just need to tell you Shoug...
Where is this going ?
Nawaf ; Shoug I love you..
I didnt know what to say , i felt so amazing , he actually feels the same way about me ! i cant beleive it , i just had the biggest smile on my face but i didnt want him to know so i quickly covered my mouth with my hands.
Nawaf; Shoug laish mbtsma btsma akbr mn wyhch ?
Me ; hmm ?
Nawaf ; Shoug
Me ; la um , Nawaf i um
Nawaf ; you shno ??!
Me ; Nawaf i feel the same way....
Nawaf ; shglty ?!
Me ; Nawaaaff
Nawaf ; 3younh , glbh ! tkfen allah y5lech 3edha mra thnya , bs mara
Me ; a7bk
Nawaf ; wna amoot fech !!! Shoug walla 5alateny as3d insan fil3alm kilh ! wallah mat3rfen sh3ory al7en !!
He just got up with the biggest smile on his face and stretched his arm so he could help me get up from the grass..
Me ; btnam al7en ?
Nawaf ; shlon anam wa7la mra bldnya yami wmywda yadi
Shit ! i didnt notice that i was still holding onto his hand
Me ; ohh sorry wla nsayt mknt mrkza
I moved my hand quickly and put them into my pockets cause it was getting chilly
Nawaf ; law sakit a7sanly!
Me ; nawaaaf!!
Nawaf ; ok ok sorry !
So we walked into the house laughing and talking, to notice that 7moud and my mother were sitting on the sofa with serious faces and 7moud didnt look happy or sad , he looked angry.
7moud ; Wain knto inshallah ?
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