Chapter 9

Nawaf was walking me back to the house and well this time we came from the beach , not the walkway , so it was from the back of the house , we stood outside by the pool for a few minutes and were talking to eachother! i was abit worried cause 7moud's balcony was facing the pool but he was asleep so no way he would know anything, we were standing by the door and well for our house you cant see the inside if your standing outside and well he hugged me and gave me a peck on the cheek and left , i was just about to reach for the handle of the door till it swung open on its own and i saw 7moud standing there . i could see the disappointment , the fury , the disgust . he looked at me and shook his head , he grabbed me from my arm really hard and pulled me to his car , he told me to wait for him to get his keys , i started to cry , i didnt know what was going to happen now , he came in the car and slammed the door , started the engine and drove , he was driving really quickly and i was starting to get nervous , we were leaving the area , we were on the highway , it was so empty , i was afraid to even say a word ,  was he going to just drop me off in the middle of nowhere and leave me there ? what was he going to do ? .. he parked in the side of the rode and looked at me , right into my eyes , i was to ashamed to even look at him , i just stared anywhere!

7moud ; 6AL3ENI !

Me ; ....

7moud ; INTI SHLON TTJR2EN INCH TSWEN CHTHI ? 

Me ; 7m..7m-oud

7moud ; TIKALIMAY !

Me ; *crying* 7moud .. wallah il3atheem .. 

7moud ; LAT7LFEN ! ANA SM3AT WCHFT KLSHAY !ANA IL'3ABI ILY M5LECH 3LA RA7TCH W5LECH TSWEN ILY TBENA ! WALLAH INCH 67TY MIN3AINI SHOUG ! MIN KIL ILBNAT ! I5TI , I5TI IL9'3ERA TSWI CHTHI ? WALLAH INCH GLELAT ADAB WMIN HALYOM O RAY7 TI7AMILI TKLMENI ! 7MDI RABCH INI MB GAYL 7G OMI WBOCH , BS ANA ARAWECH , WHATHA NAWAF ! A5R MRA TKLMENA , W A5R MRA TCHOFENA ! 7TA ITHA CHFTCH IT6AL3ENA , YAWAYLICH ! FAHMA ?

Me ; *crying*

7moud ; YALLA 3AD BALA DALA3!!

I didnt know what to say , i couldnt even say anything , i felt numb , the words kept repeating in my head " Whatha Nawaf , a5r mra tklmena , w a5r mra tchofena " i just put my head between my knees and started to cry . 

7moud ; 6l3i br3 wro7i 7jrtch , mbi achof rg3t wyhch

I got out of the car and i didnt know what to do or what to say , i just stood there thinking about what just happened , i saw him walk into the house and not even look back at me. i was walking up the stairs and all i did was dial Nawaf's number , i told him everything. i really didnt want what was between us to end , i love him so much ! he told me that he would talk to 7moud about it . but i dont that anything would help 7moud hated me now, and im sure he hated Nawaf even more..