Saturday, June 2, 2012

Chapter 14

I heard that knock and i felt my heart drop , did he hear anything ? what was going to happen to me now ? i got so afraid , i just sat their quietly and didnt answer him. i hid my phone somewhere he would never look and opened the door


Me ; sorry knt abdl

7moud ; laish 9aka ilbab mb ra'6ya taklen ? tra i7na 5ayfen 3laych

Everyone but you yalchathab..


Me ; '39dk omi wjaber ?

7moud ; la 7ta ana 5ayf 3laych

Me ; chathab

I couldnt beleive i just said that to him ? 


7moud ; na3m ?

He changed towards me , like i wasnt his sister anymore , he basically disowned me when he said im not his sister , did he think he could just say that to me and everything would be ok after a year ? yeah ok he's my brother and deep down he will always love me , but those words , stabbed me like a sharp knife , i would have never expected it from him .


Me ; nsayt ina giltli ina ana mb i5tik ? fa malada3y t5af 3lay

7moud ; Shoug gi3dy shway baklmch

Me ; inshallah

What was he going to say ? did he find out that i talked to nawaf ? did he know ? 


7moud ; Shoug tra im never going to forget what you did , but a year has passed and i know that you have grown up w t3rfen il97 nil'3l6 w you need to stop acting like a child , wtra itha layl7en 3ndch aml , aw 7ta t7ben nawaf , halfikra sheleha mn rasich winseeh , fahma ?

Stop acting like a child ? ansah ? do you really think its that easy 7moud ? are you stupid or are you acting stupid ? i love him , why dont you understand that ? i need him in my life , talking to him everyday and everynight , seeing him everyday , going out with him , he became part of me , how do you expect me to just fall out of love ? i cant get over him and never will , there will always be a part of him in me , why dont you understand that ?


7moud ; aklmch ana !

Me ; msm7a , ee fihamt lat7ati , a3rf ini '3la6t

7moud ; 7imdla , yalla shraych n6l3 nchof film ?

Ib hal sihola ? a3rf ina i cant hate my brother forever and i need to get over what he did , but i just cant , i cant forget what he made me do , but in the end , if me and nawaf are meant to be together , there will be a way..



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