Chapter 18

7moud ; t7mly tt25ren mra thanya ok ?

Me ; inshallah


So we went inside and all of us sat down watched tv , chatted , we all caught up with eachother ! i missed sitting with my family , it was so fun !


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2weeks passed and everything was going perfectly in my life, until i saw 7moud change his DP to Nawaf drifting ! i mean i knew that he would do those things but i didn't think he would do dangerous things , i mean i got really worried and annoyed at the same time , worried because i was afraid that something could happen to him , i didn't want to loose him and annoyed because he said that its not dangerous , from what i saw in the picture , he was only on 2 wheels and that seems pretty dangerous to me ! we kept arguing but then i got over it because i knew he wouldn't listen.


7moud called me the same day and told me that he was coming home late today 


7moud ; Shoug goli 7g omi ina ana filmstshfa , bt25r !

Me ; LAISH ? shfeek ?!!

7moud ; Nawaf swa 7adith wl7en he's in the emergency section

Me ; n-n-nnawaf shno ?

7moud ; inglbt 3lyh ilsayara , la7wla wla gwt ilabillah

I couldnt hold in my tears ! emergency section ?!!

Me ; 7moud im coming !!

7moud ; shfe 9otch t'3ayr ? lat7aten ! malada3y tyen , inshallah ohwa b5air

Me ; okay ! allah y5lek goli

7moud ; ana raj3 al7en l2na no visitors allowed winshallah byt9lon feni when he wakes up


Did he really think i was going to sit here at home watching tv while the one i love is in the hospital ? what an idiot ! there is no way im sitting here !! im going now !! 
i called the driver to prepare the car and i quickly ran out , i didnt even tell my mother i was leaving , i was too worried , afraid ! everything !! i went to ask for his room number they said that they just put him into a room , room no.224. i quickly ran to the elevator and pressed the button , i couldnt wait any longer ! it was stopping on every floor ! i got out and used the stairs , i got so exhausted and felt like fainting but it was the only way to see him ! 
i got to his room door , i was too afraid to open it , everything bad starting swirling in my head ! i held the cold metal handle and slowly pushed it open .
i walked in and saw him lying down asleep , with the drip connected to his arm , he had a cast on his leg , stitches on his face and chest and his right arm was all bruised up.
i felt numb , how could this happen ? why did this have to happen to him ? why ?!
I pulled up a chair and sat next to him , i held his hand and just observed him , he looked like he was in so much pain , even when he was asleep , he didn't look peaceful.

ا إله إلا الله وحده لا شريك له .. 

له الملك .. و له الحمد و هو على كل شيء قدير .. 

الحمد لله الذي لا إله إلا هو .. و هو للحمد أهل .. و هو على كل شيء قدير .. 

و سبحان الله .. و لا إله إلا الله .. و الله أكبر .. و لا حول و لا قوة إلا بالله .. 

إلهي .. 

أذهب البأس رب الناس ، اشف و أنت الشافي ، لا شفاء إلا شفاؤك ، شفاءً لا يغادر سقماً .. 

إلهي .. 

أذهب البأس رب الناس ، بيدك الشفاء ، لا كاشف له إلا أنت .. يارب العالمين آمين .. 

إلهي .. 

إني أسألك من عظيم لطفك وكرمك و سترك الجميل أن تشفيه و تمده بالصحة و العافية .. 

إلهي .. 

لا ملجأ و لا منجا منك إلا إليك .. إنك على كل شيء قدير ..