Chapter 19

I sat next to his bed and held his hand and started to cry ! i didnt know what to do ! after 3 hours of crying i decided that i should pull myself together and be strong for him ! fa g3dt ad3i wad3i ina he becomes better ! its now been a few days since Nawaf's accident and they have finally released him from the hospital , while he was there i was always afraid of loosing him , i couldnt handle even imagining not having him in my life ! I would stay with him everyday, i would try my best to help him forget all his pain, anything to see his perfect smile again, the thing i loved most when i opened the room door each day when i visited him was the smile that would appear on his face , it was like seeing me was what made him happy , we would watch movies , talk , play games , sing to songs ! anything literally just to make him forget all his worries !! 


On our way home ; 


Nawaf ; Shouga 7bebti

Me ; n3m 7bebi ?

Nawaf ; Shouga ily 9adni wallah ft7 3yoni ina i should be more careful -

Me ; taw ilnass

Nawaf ; 3ad 5alini akml awal !

Me ; inshallah asfa

Nawaf ; Shouga inti lal7en mwafga ttzwjeni 9a7 ?

Me ; 9a7

Nawaf ; Shouga ana kalamt ahali wgiltlihom 3anch wgltlhom ini abi a56bch shoug! ana ma3ndi man3 itha matabeen seeda ntzwj , aham shay your mine w we can be together the rite way Shoug , wallah a7bch wma 3ndi man3 ib ay shay

Me ; Nawaf giltlihom 3ani :o

Nawaf ; ee giltlhom ! they were so happy they love you so much

Me ; aaw ! :$

Nawaf ; ana nawi aklm ahlch w256bch ib asr3 wgt shoug , wallah im not joking

Me ; Nawaf tawk 6al3 mn ilmstshfa ! lazm tirta7 ! this is probably all the medecine talking

Nawaf ; Shoug ! shhl kalam medicine wrta7 mdri shno ! ana kla mrta7 dam ina inty wyay !

Me ; ...

Nawaf ; st7ayti ?

Me ; la!

Nawaf ; ok 3la ra7tch

Me ; Nawaaaaf !!

Nawaf ; 3younh !

Me ; la 5shmh t9dg ?

Nawaf ; hahahah wayed 3balch your jokes are funny

Me ; if their not funny laish '67aakt ?

Nawaf ; dont change the subject ! tra wallah im not kidding

Me ; i know

Nawaf ; inzain shfech mb mstansa ?!

Me ; Nawaf y3ni i thought we were going to go to university together and after that get married..

Nawaf ; Shoug akeed ! ba56bch al7en 3shan your my "fiance " aah it sounds so rite calling you that

Me ; inzaaain nawaf bas !! wallah a7rajtny !!

In the evening the same day Jaber came into my room while i was trying to have a quiet nap 


Jaber ; Shoug gomay !! bsch rgad bsr3a gomi !!

Me ; uff jaber waaal mali 5lg s5aftk al7en 5alni argd !

Jaber ; wa7d ta7t yay ya56bch ! badly wnzli !

NAWAAAAAAFF came alreadyy ?!! 


Me ; inzain inzain al7en gayma !! bs mnn ?

Jaber ; 5alifa !

Me ; shno ?

Jaber ; 5alifa wild 3mtch ya'3abeya ! yalla badly wnzli !



Sorry for the short post ! gonna try and post the next one soon !