Chapter 23

Doctor ; I am sorry to say but you have been diagnosed with lung cancer ..


Lung cancer ? 


Nawaf ; w-w-what ? 


I didn't know how to react , I mean no matter what cancer is always dangerous ! There was always a 20% chance that a person would survive !? Was it serious or was it something that the doctor could make go away?


Doctor ; There is no need to worry , you need to stay strong , luckily we have found the cancer now as this is just the beginning , there is no cure , however in your case it is possible for surgery and well everything should be fine after that 


Me ; So he will be fine inshallah ?


Doctor ; yes madam , there are many doctors here that can help him .


Nawaf ; Ok well thank you very much Doctor 


Doctor ; Your welcome 




We walked silently and to the car , we didn't say a word to eachother the whole way , we got in and just sat there , he didn't start the engine , nothing , we just sat there quietly as if we couldn't speak , he laid his head on the steering wheel and breathed , everything bad kept swirling in my head until I broke down in tears , I was crying so heavily and trying to speak but I just couldn't get the words out .
I felt his arms wrap around me and hug me so tight , I never wanted him to let go , I felt safe around him , at this moment , he meant everything to me , my life would be worthless if he wasn't with me , the thought of him not being with me would bring chills down my spine 
I couldn't control my tears , they just kept coming and coming as if my eyes were a waterfall , my head started to hurt and I felt really dizzy 


Me ; Na-nawaf 


Nawaf ; Shh shouga ltgolen shay 


I sat there inbetween his arms until I managed to stop crying , I thought to myself why am I the one crying ? I should be strong for him , he's being strong for me when he's the one that's ill , he would always think about people , he would never put himself first , never ..


Me ; I love you and I never want to you to leave nawaf..


Nawaf ; Shouga 7bebti mno glch bro7 ? I'll be with you till the last breathing moment in my life , I'll always be with you , shoug hatha allah katba , mangdr nswi shay ila ina nad3y ina a9er a7sn , 97 ? 


Me ; 97 .. 


Nawaf ; yallah 7bebti don't cry ok ? 


He let go of me and cupped my face inbetween his hand , looked into my eyes , wiped my tears and kissed my head


Nawaf ; a7bch Shoug


Me ; wna amoot feek 


He started the car and we drove off...  


I hoped that everything would be fine , but then the thought of his family came to mind ! What would happen to them once they found out ?


Me ; Nawaf..


Nawaf ; glbh


Me ; fdait glbh , nawaf can I ask you something?


Nawaf ; akeed


Me ; shlon btgol 7g ur family?


Nawaf ; maknt bgolhom..


Me ; nawaf! Mn9jk int?


Nawaf ; knt bswi ilsurgery wb3dayn I tell them , mabehom e7atoon


Me ; nawaf lazm tgolohom !


Nawaf ; promise me you'll keep it between us for now?


Me ; ..promise 


So he dropped me home and left , I still had a whole day ahead of me so I decided to go out with mayassa and do some shopping and catch up on everything !


The next day ,  June 12th :

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