Chapter 25

June 13th

We all woke up at around 12am , well actually i woke up first but got bored sitting alone so i decided to wake everyone up.
Today we are supposed to go to the doctor so he can check Nawaf and everything and then schedual his surgery which im sure no one was looking forward to.
We all got dressed and went to have breakfast in a mall. I honestly didnt know how to act around his mother , cause like i was shy ! but Nawaf being himself would always make jokes


Nawaf ; This is the resturant ily 5a6ri atryg feh ! i could smell their food minyom i7na namshi , mmm

UmNawaf ; haha ily tbe 7bebi !

I didnt want to be a burden, i mean i was quiet the whole time , i didnt really feel like talking , i kept worrying for him ! i mean in just 2 hours we were going to go to the doctor and do all those medical things ! ive always hated hospitals , they just make me so nervous and scared


UmNawaf ; Shoug 7bebti ? laysh sakta ?

I wasnt focused on what they were saying, i was just sitting down next to Nawaf on the sofa with his mother sitting infront of us..

UmNawaf ; Shoug ?

Me ; Halla 5alti ?

UmNawaf ; shfech sakta ?

Me ; la mafeni shay lat7ateen

UmNawaf ; akeed ?

Me ; ehh

I was sitting pretty close to Nawaf, he would look at me every 5 minutes but keep his conversation with his mother going. i was playing with my fingers on my lap cause i didnt feel like eating.


UmNawaf ; 7baybi into kamlo reyoogkom ana bs badish ilma7l ily hnak w baarj3 ok ?

Nawaf ; inshallah yuma


I felt his warm hands brush ontop of mine and squeeze my hands tight , like he knew there was something wrong but he didnt want to mention it , like he just wanted me to know that everything would be okay , with that simple touch a hot tear dropped from my eyes.
you know those tears where you hold them in for ages ? but then they come out forcefully , as if their trying to say that you cant hide it anymore ? yeah , it was one of those.
I hoped that he didnt notice that but the teardrop landed right on his hand that was perfectly inter winded in mine..


Nawaf ; Shouga 7bebti laish t9e7en ?


I didnt know what to say , i felt like if i said a word , more tears would come rushing down


Nawaf ; Shoug ?


I couldnt say anything , i just took a deep breath and tried to swallow all my tears. He pulled me into one of his perfect hugs , i just layed my head on his chest while he hugged me tightly , i could smell his amazing perfume , i could hear his heartbeat , i could feel the warmth and all the love..


Nawaf ; Shoug please dont cry , you mean everything to me , i know that your worried and you dont know how to react , im not asking you to react , i know that theres a chance that i might not make it out of the surgery and -

Me ; NAWAF ! latgool chithi ! allah y5leek please dont say that ! inshallah you will , and you will be perfectly fine ! klshay byad allah , w allah kareem!

Nawaf ; inti t3rfen shkthr a7bch ?

Me ; ee a3rf

He started kissing my cheeks so much ! i felt so shy cause people were looking !


Me ; Nawwaaaf bss fe nas e6al3oon


Nawaf ; tra i7ne fe europe , akeed g3den egolon how cute we look together ;) !


I couldnt help but laugh !
Nawaf's mother came back and it was time for us to go to the doctor.
We arrived and waited for about 15 minutes , those 15 minutes felt like 15 hours ! i just sat their tapping my feet nervously and worried


Nawaf ; shfeech ?

Me ; shfeeny ?

Nawaf ; muz3jaa ! stop tapping your feet 7ayati

Me ; ya3ni itsib w b3dayn tgol 7yati ? hahahha

Nawaf ; ee l2na magdr az3lch

Me ; 7bebi inta

UmNawaf ; yalla goomo


We got up and went and sat infront of the doctors desk , i was holding nawaf's hand so hard waiting for what the doctor had to say , i kept reading quran in my head hopping that he would say " this was a big misunderstanding sir , you do not have lung cancer " but i knew that was impossible.
The doctor cleared his throat and said


Dr ; Okay , well it seems that we need to do this surgery sooner than i thought as this is quiet serious .

UmNawaf ; what do u mean ?

Dr ; It would be better to do the surgery in the next few days , or even tomorrow

Nawaf ; is it that serious ?

Dr ; yes


We all stayed quiet until the doctor broke the silence


Dr ; well this concludes our session for today and if it is okay with you i will schedual the surgery for tomorrow ?


Nawaf ; can you do it today ?

Dr ; if that is what you want then yes

UmNawaf ; la 7bebi mb ilyom , int irta7 wbachr esawona inshallah

Me ; ee nawaf ism3 klam omk

Nawaf ; la ilyom a7sn , the sooner the better , 5la9 , ok doctor when can i do it today ?

Dr ; i think you should go home today , rest and discuss it with your mother and your wife

A huge smile grew on Nawafs face

Nawaf ; ok i will talk to my mother and wife about it , thank you dr

we left the hospital and decided to walk since the weather was just perfect


Nawaf ; haaa sima3to shgall ?!!!

UmNawaf ; ee 7bebi , a7sn itha itray7

Nawaf ; laa yumaa !


UmNawaf ; 3yal shno ?


Nawaf ; Gal ina she's my WIFEE


My cheeks flushed with embarrassment ! i felt so shy so i just looked down with a smile !


UmNawaf ; Fashalt lbnya , bs iskit

Nawaf ; inshallah ishallah ! ishraykom inroo7 cinema ?

Me ; eeee !!! 5a6ry adish horror movie !

UmNawaf ; into r7o , ana t3bana , baroo7 argd shwaya, layn ag3d bat9l ok ?

Nawaf ; illy ery7ch

We said our goodbye's and went off to the cinema ! it was so perfect cause we could actually walk in public holding eachothers hand and no one would gve u dirty looks !


Nawaf ; tdren shno a7la shay ?

Me ; shno ?

Nawaf ; ini adr aswi chthi wm7d ygol shay

Before I could even say anything , he swung me to the side and held me from my waist , he pulled me in closer to him, I could feel his warm breath on my cheeks, we were literally 2cm away from eachother , he brushed my hair with his hands and held my neck from behind and whispered into my ears ;


Nawaf ; E9er a7bch ?


I had no idea wat to say , would it be wrong if he did kiss me ?
I was beathing really heavily and felt really shy and nervous!
He diddnt say anything but it was as if he understood , he kissed my head and held my hand and we kept walking
We arrived to the cinema and we went in to watch the movie


Me ; Nawaf a5af 5la9 , 5andish film thany ! thee shkla 7da y5r3


Nawaf ; laa may9err , ana yamch lat5afen ;)


Me ; uff


We were watching the movie and there was a scene where out of nowhere there was a dead girl that was hung , she wasnt wearing anything !
All of a sudden nawaf pulled me to get up!!


Me ; haaaay tra ur hurting me !


Nawaf ; ist'3furallah ! She6al3on hathol ! A7d y76 chthi fe film ? Ast'3furallahh w atoobo ilayh !


I couldn't help but laugh ! His reaction was priceless !


Nawaf ; she'67kch ?


Me ; inta !!


Nawaf ; lish?


Me ; bismila shfeek 39abt ! just laughing l2na mahgayt ina you'd react hthak 3ni it6al3 l2r'6 ok bs tfz mnmokank t6l3 min ilfilm LOL !


Nawaf ; 7imdla wilshkr


I was still laughing at him


Nawaf ; may'67k lihldrja


Me ; inzain 5ala9 ! wla tz3l


I leant up and kissed his cheek
We decided to go and have dinner since it was 7pm and Nawaf's mother called and said that she had already ordered room service.
So we decided to go ear at a resturant , we were sitting across eachother on the table and nawaf was holding my hands


Nawaf ; Shouga ?


Me ; hm ?


Nawaf ; ana knt afkr ina we get married once we get back


Me ; nawaf that's so soon !


Nawaf ; adri


He smiled his sexy half smile that he knew I couldnt resist !


Me ; Umm okay


Nawaf ; 9ij ??!!!


Me ; haha ee !


Nawaf ; AAA7BCHH YA SHOUGG !!!!


Me ; hahahah wna b3d a7bk 7bebi !


After dinner we went back to the apartment and stayed up abit then went to sleep.


We woke up the next day (14th June) and headed to the hospital at 9am , Nawaf did his surgery and il7mdela everything went well ! we stayed with him in the hospital that night
The next morning (15th June) at exactly 10:45 the doctor came to us with some shocking news ..