Friday, July 6, 2012

Chapter 35

The days passed and everything was going perfectly , our love grew stronger and stronger each second we were around each other , when i sit here and think about how everything in my life changed into a dream that sounds just too good to be true ,  i look around me and find everyone i love and i truly believe it is all true.

 I know that at first i wrote this blog not expecting it to be serious or anyone to actually enjoy reading the adventures , troubles and amazing moments i have been through but people should know that no matter what people say , there actually is true love.

 I am not encouraging anything wrong , like you read in my blog , im sure you know what happened when i did something wrong and my punishments , but in the end after all the fights with my brother , i realized that he did that for the best , and he didn't want me to get hurt , and what i loved the most , is that after what he did , which was make me stay away from Nawaf , no matter how hard it was , it actually made my love towards Nawaf grow stronger and never fade away , 7moud would always tell me that it was just a crush and not a big deal.

But in the end , once i actually grew up , the one i love came back for me , not asking me to be his girlfriend , but asking me to be his wife , for us to grow old together , raise our children together and watch them grow together.For us to spend the rest of our lives with one another , not having to hide our love anymore , but let everyone around us know that we love each other and we always will no matter what.

You guys all asked me and were surprised that even though i was in a mixed school my whole life , how come i never had a crush on any of the guys in my school , how come i never dated any of them ? well i guess i was never looking for that type of thing , i wasn't even looking for it in Nawaf , but when its true love , you know that you cant control it and it just happens without any signs or warnings , you just feel like its right and its meant to be , you cant question it , cause its already too obvious , you try to hide it , but you cant , when you get all these feelings mushed up together just for one person , feelings you never felt before , not bad feelings , but feelings that are un-describeable..

I'm thankful for everything in my life and everyone in my life. This might be the last post or maybe not , but how i'm going to pause this story is by telling all you wonderful readers something i think you have all been waiting for as myself , something more like a start to a new story in my life. 


But before i say what the little special thing is , i want to thank each and every one of you for reading and supporting me , all the kind things you said , helped me through everything , all your wonderful comments , would bring smiles to my face every time. Your tweets of things Nawaf had said to me would make both me and him laugh hysterically , how you would all get so excited for a new post would make me even more excited that i would make you happy by reading a new chapter , well to sum it all up , i hope you enjoyed everything and i hope you all know how thankful and appreciative i am for having the best readers any blogger could ask for!



Im guessing your waiting to know what that special thing is ?




















Well , its my Wedding tomorrow..

23 comments:

  1. OOMG you are so cute <3 we really enjoyed reading your story

    AND GOOD LUCK IN STARTING A NEW LIFE WITH NAWAF <33

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  2. Wow wow wow Allah yiwafigkom wayid wayid wayid wayid wayid wayid wayid! Pls keep posting your a true inspiration! Yes,I'm a normal kuwaiti 13 year old girl but wallah I trullllllly adore you and love your writing bes I can't even follow u on twitter Lana I don't have on :( bes pls keep posting w have fun babe;*

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  3. mnich almaal w mnha al3yal yal7ub enjoy w good luck keep on posting after ramadan 3shan u guys have ur honeymoon <3 luv u

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  4. mnh almaal w mnich al3yal **** sorry min dumoo3 alfra7 gmit mashof =P

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  5. Allaah ywafgkom w ys3dkom ya raaabbb <3 w alllah yrzgkom althreya al9al7aa <3 <3

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  6. Mabroook el wedding, I wish you to never ending luck and happiness. I loved your story, and loved the fact that it's true and not something made up.

    Can't wait to read more of your story:*

    Minah elmaal o minch el 3yyaal<33

    -H

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  7. Tawni grayt all these comments , Im speechless <3 ! jad m3rf shlon ashkrkom ! wallah your all the best readers anyone could ask for and i love you guys so much ! Thank you soooooo much !

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  8. Congratulation babe I'm really happy for u ur not the one who should thank us we are the ones who should thank u by making us believe that there are still real men like nawaf and that love is still there and we should never lose hope I really enjoyed my time reading ur story and I'm sure every single person who read it enjoyed it enjoy ur day and always believe that every thing needs time always believe in god and people always deserve a second chance thank u for ur beautiful story our beautiful bride
    Love u
    -A

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  9. OMG !! :o
    Bl baraka 7ubi inshallah ttwafegeen m3ah 6ool 3mrch yaraab <3
    Bs plss post more :( ur writting is aamazingg walla w ma3aleech min klam el nas , el awadem mayetkalemoon ela 3la ele '3ayraneen mnhom *hug* a'9en fhamti bs its ur choice too :*

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  10. Awwwwwww! Congrats! Allah yehaneekom! xx

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  11. A7s she just left her wedding :o <3 ?!

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  12. Congratss<33:') allah ywfgkm w 3gbaal al3yaal;* bs please don't stop:( you're the best writer I've ever known and I really read lots of book bs your blog is better than anything<3:') so please don't stop:( I know it's a hard work bs even if you're gonna write once a month you shouldn't keep an amazing gift as this<3
    -secret fan

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  13. Mabrook:***
    Allah y5aleekum 7g ba3a4!
    Polizz don't end this blog mashallah ur an amazing blogger and I dnt want u to stop ;'(
    Xx

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  14. I miss your writing ! Come back :(

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  15. Alf mabrouk 7yatyy!:** waaayh,etshawgoon 7ayl weya ba3ath! Jad,one of the best couples :-) w nawaf if you're reading this,then you have an amazing wife! She's a great girl and please take care of her well like you always do :) btw,I think your personality is cute! The things you say.. Asdkjhg,any girl would be lucky to have someone like you :-) wish you guys all the best in life-your biggest fan from kuwait:p -love you both!<3

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  16. I miss your writing !!!!! <3! I hope you guys are having an wonderful life together !! Your the cutest couple ever !

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  17. mashallah mabroook im sooo happy for u + ur sooo cute together mashallah <33
    i hope u all the best in ur life :D
    im missing ur writing <<<<33333
    best blog ever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  18. Love you
    Love your blog
    Love everything!!!
    I wish u 2 all the best ! Mabrook <3 \o/

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  19. We miSsed u a lot wallah + MAbroooook tstahlain
    " take care of her and don't break her heart " < this was for nawaf :D
    I read this story twice and I'm still interrsted in reading it again and again we love u a lot and don't let the haters bring u down :**
    -A silent reader & a bIg fan
    - & I send u all the love from DXB

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  20. Sooo .. Um y3ni inti btrj3en wla shsalfa ? Wallah 9arlch moda mb katba post w I started reading ur blog mn the beginning w I miss your writing ! Come back soon okay ? :(

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  21. PLEASE COME BACK ! WE MISS YOU SO MUCH !!!! LAISH U DONT POST :'( !!!

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