Chapter 15

So 5 months passed , and 7moud and Nawaf became friends again , they basically had to because both our mothers were close friends , he would come to our house everyday , just like the old days , except we werent allowed to be with eachother alone, according to 7moud's rules , but during those 5 months , nawaf and i would talk to eachother everyday and we would meet up once a week , in a place my 7moud would least expect, you see , i started taking horseriding lessons for 2 , i would tell my family that my classes were with Mayassa , except they were actually with Nawaf , after class we would always drive around for hours and then he would drop me off to Mayassa's house so 7moud would pick me up from there. But one day 7moud said that he wanted to see me horseriding since i'd been blabbing about how fun it is , so i told Nawaf not to come and that Mayassa would come this lesson.


At the stables ;


7moud; ha shoug , are you good ?

Me ; im great ! btchoof

Mayassa ; sorry t25rt !

Me ; la 3adi

7moud went off to get something to drink and thank god he didnt hear the trainer say why isnt nawaf here today , if he did , he would have probably dragged me off the horse and kill me!


Mayassa ; Shoug ! dont trot so fast wait abi agolch shay !!

She came next to me and whispered


Mayassa ; Shoug mo hatha sayarat Nawaf ily hnak ?


My heart nearly stopped beating ! i didnt want 7moud to see him !


Me ; ee hay sayrta ! bs act k2nch machiftee 3shan 7moud may shik inzain ?!!

Mayassa ; inzain yalla bs bgalna a few minutes w our class finishes !

So our class finished and as we were walking out the stable we passed Nawaf's car , thank god 7moud didnt notice it since his eyes were glued to his phone. i didnt want to go back with 7moud , i wanted to go with Nawaf , i know it sounds stupid but i miss our long drives and conversations , i missed being around him ! i only get to spend time with him once a week !


Me ; 7moud!!

7moud ; b6yti athoni , shfech ?

Me ; 3adi arja3 m3a Mayassa ? dam ina its a weekend she wants me to sleep over w tst7y tgolk

Mayassa ;shno ?

I shoved her elbow abit


Mayassa ; uhh ee ee ! abeha tbat l2na um ! i need to tell her something extremely important w it cant wait till after the weekend !

7moud ; bs golelha 3la bbm mld3ay , yalla shoug

Mayassa ; allah y5lek please ?!!

7moud ; inzain inzain , 7ana !

Mayassa & Me ; thaaanks !!

So 7moud drove off and a few minutes later after 7mouds car was no where in sight Nawaf drove next to us


Nawaf ; halla bil7ub kilah

Mayassa ; 3shtw

Me ; hahaha, inzain mayassa baro7 m3a nawaf ok ?

Mayssa ; twch gayla btbaten 3ndi !

Nawaf ; Shoug , 36eha chmn dgega 3shan tstw3b

Me & Nawaf ; 1...2...3...4 -

Mayassa ; bskom ! fihamt fihamt ! allah ysam7kom !

So mayassa left and me and nawaf drove off , whenever i was around him i would feel so amazing , i never wanted to look away from him , i cherished every moment i spent with him 


Nawaf ; Shoug ?

Me ; 3yonha ?

Nawaf ; a7bch 7yati

Me ; wna b3d a7bk

He stopped at the side of an empty rode and held both my hands tight and looked straight into my eyes 


Nawaf ; Ana ya 7bebti b3yoni afdech w3omri a36ech wro7i ahdech w w96 glbi a5lech afdech w awasech a7'6nch wa7b fech, 3n 3yon albshr a5bek, w bnb'6ati a7akech a aw9flch kbr 7bi lch wkef ana a'3lech, inti 3ndi '3air alnas , a7sasi feech b2sm al7b w alshoug asamech w bkl a7sas w lahfa anadech w agolch t3ali le wla ana ajek mshtag lk w glbi ys2lni 3lych ygol l; ily t7bk..fakrk wla nasek ? ho bs y7bk ? wla ymot fek ? glt ; 7bebti t7bni wna amoot feha who mshtaga le wna wlhan 3leyha wb7bna ythkrni.. wa7znha anaseh wa'6mha wb7bi adafeha wlo ansa alkon ana a'3leh wb7bi lha 3la ilnas a3leha ya 7ubi la t5leni a3esh awham w5yal tra 3eshty wla tswa bdonch w7yati mn alm7al 3lech 6mne w6mni 3la al7al yamsh'3la alfkr walbal 3ni la t'3ebi ya a7la w a'3la w awl w 25r 7beeb.. Shoug ana ab'3ech tkonen murty , ab'3ech tkonen ley , ily ab'3a agolh ho , Shoug ttzwjeny?...